I know i haven't written in a long time. I dont think anyone really gets on this shit anymore...but i'm just feeling like writing today. Damn October....I have been so busy. school blows. life blows...everything is just a big firecracker that blew up in my face.
I've realized that you can't make someone like you...thats just retarded. I made that mistake this past week with a boy who never talked to me. I guess i've been hurt by Jason..i've forgotten what life is all about. Things can't be handed to you on a silver fucking platter. This past week I've been in Florida, wakeboarding...got second place. I played pink floyd 'young lust' for my run...and I promise I had a glimpse of heaven. If anyone wants to get in the car with me....and just drive until we hit the beach, rent out sea doos for a living and be beach bums. IM me at hottytoddy311...i'm planning this one SERIOUSLY.
I went to Bran's show last night. I had an epiphany....life is good, i just need to find something good about it. Bran has talent. I wish i never broke up with him. I think I need a cigarette or how ever you spell it.
